This love has taken its toll on me

I know I'm supposed to be very productive today. Progress has been made. My car is working again. My puppy smells decent again (he got skunked on Friday night, but I really couldn't deal with it until yesterday). My house is slowly getting cleaned up. The problem is that I am just really tired.

I forgot what weddings to do you. It was a beautiful day, everything worked out, it was worth all the work, but I am exhausted. Twice this weekend I tried to take a 15 minute, recharge nap and passed out for an hour. I woke up both times disoriented and crabby.

I am working on refocusing and redirecting my energy. Part of this is to blow off things that aggravate me. I'm told I have really big buttons that are lots of fun to push. It's a process to shut them off.

I think my goal for the day will be to not pass out. Maybe get some groceries too. I'm out of coffee....